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Friday, December 26, 2008 @ 7:40 AM

Firstly,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASREEN JIE :D

I'm blogging now because i'm feeling super really bored.

This morning, i didnt attend church service cos of my back.

Yeah, doctor in the morning, which means more painkillers (:

Haha, then went to eat brunch at the cathay.

Zomg, the food there was super nice lah. I likeeeee.

Ate like so many things lahhhh.

Carrot cake, siew mai, ha gao, char siew bao, (:

THE CARROT CAKE SO DAMN NICE!

Haha, left the place & went home, went to salon to do my hair.

Now at home, stoning infront of computer, talking to jasmine :D

Dating her for movie, yeahhhhh.

Okay, party tonight, gonna prepare soon i think.

Must b rdy by 530pm & need to wait for shina jie to come.

Yeah, my back still hurts mannn! Ahhhh, damn.

Better go eat some painkillers & sleep first.

Goodbye people.Merry Christmas againnnnnnn !

Why must it be like this. (you are the reason.)

I don't think we are getting any better. (Are we?)

Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 2:45 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE :D

Alright.

Wishing everyone here a blessed christmas.

All the best for no matter what :D

For christmas eve,

Was @ katong house. Woke up late like 12pm?

Hahahaaaa, was so so tired. Sister had to go tuition.
And i've to send her there, melissa (godsister.) came with us as well.

Brunch was spam sandwich :D (Which was super super delicious.)

Was playing table soccer with bro while waiting for brunch.

And i think its super fun & cool, but my scoring & everything still abit BAD!

Haha, yeah. 1230pm leave house & send mei for tuiton.

Reached, went paragon collect something & went home.

Bathed, computer, painted my nails (Glittering pink.)

& soon went to pick sis from tuition & went back granny's house.

2 sisters came along cos they wanted to eat, hahahaha :D

After that, prepared, driver send me to amk hub.

I went to meet lipin & chloe(my new hongkong siao friend.)

HAHAHA! THEY ROCK MY SOCKS :D

So we went to settle down @ mos burger and started to crap!

Omgggggg, we anything also can talk about one lah, super funny!

We keep laughing in mos burger & like people keep staring @ us.

HAHA! Lipin must b your laughter lahhhhh!

Alright, Left hub @ 7pm waited for mama and went for party.

Now here, blogging.
Thankyou to those who wished me merry christmas, THANKYOU.

Going bed soon i thinkkkkkkk, nights people.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008 @ 11:52 AM

UNLUCKY DAY TODAY :/

Failed to meet dionne. (Which was so sucky can.)
I'm sorry dionne :/ x100.
Blame myself for being careless by having a fever.
Well, lets stop talking about unlucky thing.
OKAY.
Anyways, nothing much to blog also.
Thank god for everything today. Praise god, Amen.
I think life is really short, i was okay ytd and in the middle of the night.
): AHHHH, forget it.
Hope some of you guys will treasure life.
I know this sucks. but what can i do.
I miss _______ / please tell me what to do ):
Life is a drama, i just fell like, killing myself.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008 @ 6:40 AM

Have to thank a few person now.

Blossom.
Dionne.
Emily.
Grace.
Xinyu.

Really thank them for their help.
&
God please help me get an answer?

Went for a mid-night walk last night @ 1.45am.
First stop, Amk to serangoon.
Second to Toa Payoh then thomson.
And reached home @ 8plus in the morning which is today.
I'm sorry if i make alot of people worried for me.
Really sorry about it.
Anyways, hopefully i'm feeling better already lah.
(That better be man.)
Okay. Nothing to say but just keep my mouth shut.
I'm going katong house later (:

(Edit.)
I'm sorry to grace. (I know i'm in fault.)
Seek for your forgivness.
And i'm more then happy already.
Ahhhh, now @ katong house. Doing nothing, rotting.
Eating coke sweet, stoning listening to music on youtube.
Worried, upset but not emo-ing.
Just don't know what i'm thinking.
Yup, meeting dionne for dinner tmr :D (Heart-talks.)
Andand, i'm craving for mos burger leh, ohman tmr fast come.
Okay. Heart-talking with blossom, emily is good & grace too.
Well, somehow they tell me what is a true friend suppose to be.
(Thankyou husband, sweetheart, and my good friend.)
Okay, i shall go listening to my music.
Goodbye.
(/edit)

Sunday, December 21, 2008 @ 5:25 PM

MIA, tag & i'll reply.

i'll never know the answer, unless you tell me.

@ 3:47 PM

Bbq tonight. (Food was ok.)
That's all. Goodbye.
Nights.
Thankyou to (blossom, grace, dionne.)
Bryan - Cheerup & leave everything to god.

End.
I'm just so helpless, at times.
Everything i do its for you, really it is.
I hope i can spend every min, sec with you. (I now i'm mad, but i like you.)
Just so you know.

Saturday, December 20, 2008 @ 3:55 PM

Christmas party was a not bad one.
I enjoyed myself (: Thank god for that.

I don't have to know what you're thinking,
but what i heard today was so hurt,
i hope i'll get my answer soon.
but this is quite bad, cos its not getting anywhere.
if his happy, i will b too.
he'll b the one i'm gonna love & it's the last time.
please smile for me, (wth!)

Friday, December 19, 2008 @ 1:24 PM

somehow i don't know why i'm i doing this.

but i think is cos i really _____ !

and i think it's really difficult cos i don't know how to tell you.

i can't tell you how i'm feeling now, that will def b a smart ass job!

i hope you're happy now. ( I'm really hoping for it. )

please give me a high hope for that, if you're happy, i'm okay!

yes, but when will this day b? ( I hope is SOON.)

yeah, last, god is with you !

* somehow, i'm still unhappy. *

went out with grace today.

(sorry for the lateness again.)

shopped, bought everything needed.

went grace house.

& went home.

dinner was cancelled, cos mom had smth on in office.

okay, bye. i have nothing to blog now.

tmr is christmas party & i'm happy for it :D

Thank god for that <3

(Thanks madeline for coming.)

okay, watching my yueniang show.

& need chiong to write christmas card.

i haven't eat dinner, mum is not home yet.

sigh. okay, goodbye.

(Cybil is dead like fish.)

well done madeline, charmaine for scoring well for N's.

hope my other friends scored well !

Why , why must it be like this.

@ 2:15 AM

I still have a burden, which is still not let go.
A sighhhhhhhhh is needed.
Please make me feel better to see him really happy.

I'm going out with grace for last minute christmas present.
Going plaza sing, to buy stuff. Have to get it by today!
Okay, have to go do housechores, bathe & meet grace.
Thank grace for the accompany for today. (Really, thanks alot :D)
Cya later.

@ 1:40 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMY (:

I love you {:

Thursday, December 18, 2008 @ 1:30 PM

Cybil is having the feeling to die !

Cybil is emo-ing.

Cybil is moody & having moodswing.

Cybil is tired.
Cybil is missing someone.

Cybil is feeling shag.

Cybil is kinda having some probs.

Cybil is feeling useless, feeling errrrr lame !

- Dry run today in church.